Did you hear that?
That was the first month of 2014.
I’m struggling to wrap my head around the fact that it’s the end of January already.
I know that the older we get, the more quickly time passes, but seriously?
The speed with which this month has passed has served as a reminder that time is finite, and we are to use our time well. I came into January planning to take the time to think about my goals and intentions for 2014 and beyond, and to really look at how I would implement all this into my life.
Just like I have for the last I-don’t-know-how-many years.
But for the first time, I’ve actually done what I set out to do – the difference this time was that in being intentional, I’ve realised this wasn’t an activity that would take a few hours and I’d be on my merry way. So far, it’s taken all of January to sort through allthethings in my head and to get them on paper, to see them take form in a way that makes me think ‘this can actually happen’.
It’s all still a work in progress, but I’m learning that that’s the point – it’s always a work in progress. It’s taken me all of January to sort and tease out and plan and listen for God’s words to see what this year is going to look like, what changes need to be made and what goals will be made real.
I’m nowhere near ‘there’ yet (finishing planning) and it’s a step forward, a step back in implementing changes and new habits, acting on my intentions.
But it’s still progress, because even when I stumble, I’m falling forward. I’m learning to breathe in grace and breathe out love when it doesn’t go to plan. I’m learning that the unknown doesn’t have to be known now, and that whatever fills the space I can’t see clearly will be ok, because God can see what I can’t.
So tomorrow is a bit like January 1 for me, figuratively speaking. Some new things to come, and old things to put away. Onward and upward, keep falling forward.
What about you? How is 2014 panning out so far? How is your dreaming and planning and goal-setting progressing?